okiies .. today really is a “surprising” day for me ..
ii am engaged again ! shaggs !!
its like what the hell !! ii am ATTACHED !! LOL !!
okiies .. things seems to be sooo …
haiix .. ii dunno what ii am doing actually ..
but ii hope ii am not doing the wrong thing ..
which ii think ii am ..

getting officially attached to jeff on 191207 on 1600hrs
was a sudden thing to me ..
ii dunno what the hell got into me but ii agreed ..

many said ii am crazy ..
ii hardly know him well … true ..
ii am still unable to place HE out of my mind ..
and ii still have HIM to worry about ..
so things are like WHAT THE FCUK !!
thinking thru ..
ii think there’s really a need for me to
think thru this 2 questions ..
and answer them true fully ..
am ii taking jeff as a replacement of HE .. ? NOT REALLY
am ii using jeff to get rid of HIM .. ? NEVER

and lastly 3 questions to the conclusion of the matter ..
do ii have feelings for jeff .. ? YA
am ii being fair to jeff .. ? YA
am ii crazy .. ? YA !!!

what the hell !! GURR !!whatever shit !!
since the day ii said to stop all my wild emotions
IT’S THE TIME I STOP !!

okays .. rewind back to reality ..
today’s my last day of work at SimLim ..
as promised to Ray and Francis that
ii will be going back to BHG for work lol ..
hahas ` ii guess ii have nt forgot the things to say ..
luckily is at Bugis .. ii still can meet
fairus xiao juan and the others for meals =D

its time not to think about so much le ..
ii have CRACKED too much of my brain cells to
think of how to answer to people questions about this BGR ..
time for me to rest le =D