Monday, October 1, 2007
HAPPY CHILDREN ' S DAY !!
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well ... having kind of boring session in school todae .. got back some of my results .. wasnt really what ii wanted .. but ii did improve in some ways .. but ii am nt goin to blog abu it todae .. as there's better things for me to blog about .. THOUGHTS !!Hubby didnt send me home today .. well .. ii dont blame him .. cos there's time and things needs to be done solely by me and don't rely too much on hubby !
` [[ ii maybe a PRECIOUS BABY to hubby ! but ii am a INDEPENDENT baby toO !! ]]
on the bus .. ii thought about much things .. as follows :
todae's e kind of start for the N levels and ii send over 50 messages to my Darlings out there GOOD LUCK !! =D well .. kind of surprise that many replied me .. especially peeps like WeiShen and Vanessa .. well .. then ii told XiuHuanJie abt it .. she was toO surprised .. and then .. ii thought about this matter ..
thinkin .. ii really do not placed any
next gotta be of cos studies .. although some improvement are seen in my current PRELIMS .. but ii still felt that ii cant make it up to my expectations as well as my teachers' standard .. ii guess ii am still currently lacking behing my classmates bahx .. A-Maths and Biology are my weakness .. haiix .. how ?? .. can someone guide me ?? .. goal to achieve a L1R4 of less than 15 seems so far away .. my ENGLISH too sucks to the CORE !! its always the subject that made my overall score suckx !! GRR !!! got to really BUCK up le .. my study plans gotta be up by the next second post ..
okiies .. talks about now .. ii need to say about what course ii wanna attend ?? .. Nursing or Business Course lehs ? .. if Business what should it be ? .. Tourism bahx ii guess .. asking me to enter a JuniorCollege is simply a NO NO !! .. ii cant possibly be the study kid girl .. what ii want is a study free place bahs .. not like my kor currently in TemaskJuniorCollege .. okiies .. indeed saying that more united can be seen in Junior College .. as they work as like a class .. a Secondary kind of class bahx .. ii guess soo ..
this few days keep thinking of the future .. what lies ahead for me .. job ? family ? life ? .. almost everything .. came to this conclusion .. ii really love toodle , babies , children .. but ii dont think ii will want any for myself ... reasons .. simply TOO much .. sorry to Hubby for telling you this .. to me .. ii wanna spend what ii work for .. have this idea to adopt children from another country .. like those in the third world .. DONT ask me why ii have this idea .. just simply wants it .. further more .. if ii could .. ii wanna start at the age of 21 .. which is currently 5 years from now .. den also .. ii wanna set time simply for arrangements to go to other countries like Africa .. ii wanna give support to the children there .. SERIOUSLY !! that's my dream !! and ii gonna make it come true !! =D Hubby is sure to be reading my blog now .. ii dunno what ueu willl be thinking .. but that's what ii wanted .. hope u will support me toO !!
lastly .. ii have been thinking of ways to bring myself back into the family .. can see that things turn out better than the previous weeks .. but its still nt what ii wanted .. BABY jiayou hao mahs ?? ..
STUDIES = FUTURE
FAMILY = LIFE
FAMILY = LIFE
that's BABYvan's formula !! it works for me .. but maybe nt everyone .. ii finally rattle all my thoughts here xD feeling much more better .. things work out better for me on typing rather than saying or writing .. hahas ` but all 3 ways only applies to my DarlingViviann .. she's the ONLY one that understand me the BEST !! ` [[ simplyLOVEyou !! ]]
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after all my thoughts
` [[ BABYvan ]] ♥
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