everyone is MUGGING now lolx ..
haiix .. our holidaes are burnt off just like this ..

recap .. ever since e two weeks of in-focus in school..
it has been 6 days !!
and what have ii done ?? ..
okiies .. completed all e holidae assignments ..
BUT BUT BUT !!
ii still haven start on revision ?!


OMG !!
BIOLOGY , CHEMISTRY , AMATHS !!
this 3 are the subjects that are REALLY KILLING ME !!

AHHH !!!
ii really need help in this ..
CHEMISTRY ii will need to approach IVY MAMA !!
she is good in it in my view xDD
AMATHS is xiu huan .. but she seems to be so BUSY with her NPCC !!
BIOLOGY .. haiix ..
like hafiz says .. CONSTANT REVISION!!! .. x(

haiix ..
im always feeling SLEEPY !! how ?!
can anyone teach me how to be awake ?!
ii can keep e record of not sleeping
for constant 5 nights of not doing anything ..
but when it comes to BOOKS ..
ii feel so SLEEPY !! haiix ..


anyway .. ii really gotta concentrate le
korkor havin his A LEVEL this yr even when he is onli JC1 ..
and he is so HARDWORKING lolx .
LOOK at his files ..
his books ..
his notes ..
his revision papers !!!

SHIMIN !! WAKE UP NOW AND NO MORE SLEEPIN !!

anyway .. ii had a sudden recall last night ..
when ii was stayin in the hospital last time for serveral months ..
ii felt rather hopeless and felt like giving up everything ..
ii threw temper to ppl who cared for me ..
ii felt no use taking care of me ..
ii really GAVE UP ...
then ..
there was a nurse who inspired me
she asked me ..
" What is your guage of life ?? "

ii didnt know how to answer it ..
maybe its too profound for a 11 yrs old gerl then..

well .. her answer was ..
the guage of life can NEVER be answered .
ii have no doubts to live a life of wealth and luxury..
BUT ii would rather live a simple life ..
lending a helpin hand to others ..

this few sentence always remains in my heart ..
although it seems to be just a few words ..
but ii clearly understand ..
maybe that was why ii wanted to be a nurse bahx ..

ii told dardar this a few days ago ..
没 钱 时 你 是 万 能，
但 你 有 钱 后,
你 会 渐 渐 变 得 无 能。

ii not sure will ppl agree anot ..
but for me .. that's how ii really felt ..
hmm .. this leaves to everyone to decide bahx .