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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

it jus happened that .. ii and him .. we are on the cold run now ..

jus simply .. my thoughts run wild .. ii was thinkin .. is it better for us to be at the past .. before we stead? .. e time of alot of fun and laughter went we are in .. knowin that we both had little feelins for each other..but uncertain and sure abt it ..always tryin our best to keep the other party stay on the cheerful side .. e night chats .. e "self-study" periods .. lame crackin jokes .. teasin each other .. is that wat we wanted at first ? or is it jus simply onli wat ii wanted onli ? wats goin on ? ii jus dunno ..

in the bus jus now .. i thought back abt e time where we travel on sept 27 '06 .. the path we went .. the laughter throughtout .. i simply miss it lots .. reali do ..

ii still love him as much as it was like at the past .. tellin myself that .. ii shouldnt bcos of my seflness and give him up .. he's not a perfect guy .. but at the veri least ii know myself that he's more then wat others could give me .. and he reali does care alot more abt me .. than wat he cares for others ..

my cold towards him now .. ii know it reali do hurts him lots .. ALOT ALOT .. but it too hurts me ... my mind is in a whirl .. is it that bcos we r studyin now ? .. is it due to the stress and work im facing? .. most probably NO .. all this are hus excuess ii used to lie to myself and ii knew it clearly ..

the real reason behind all this .. ii dont know .. the every smile behind me leaves the tears behind.. i know sorry cant replaced anythin .. im tired ..
HUBBY , its just 3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning - I ⓛⓞⓥⓔ YOU !!!
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